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Thursday, May 20, 2010
What the purpose of living ? Human says i will never change , human says i am hopeless . But i already been trying my very best , really my very best . But i can't quit that bad habit , i wish i could . Who on earth doesn't want to be a good person ? , a good boy or girl ? . I'm sick and tired of everything , i am left all alone again . Who will be there if i need a listening ear ? Who will be there when i need a shoulder to lean ? He is a;so gone for good . I'm feeling so depressed , the feeling really sucks to the max . If i can , i rather i was never born to this world . I had already disappointed enough human , i don't want to disappoint them any further . I really have no confidence in being a good girl . Let the past be a nice memories to me , for now i'm standing alone . A special thanks to those who help always be supporting all these while . I will be mia from now on . Don , thanks for the wonderful memories all these while , i really appreciate it . But i am really very sick ad tired the way you treated me , i don't feel anything at all , you said you love me , you said you care for me , i think you are just faking all these while . I thought we could last but i was wrong , don't you realised you changed alot ? Where is the don i know that used pick me up from school and send me back to gracehaven everyday with a good bye kiss ? But all these was already a history , no point saying or thinking . Let this be a experience and memories to me and you . I'm sure you can find a better girlfriend in life , don't give up easily , stay strong and stop getting into trouble , it's not worth it . I learnt my lesson . May you be blessed in the arms of the god . Celia Tan Li Feng , don't think too much , it's already the past , it's already the history . There's no way we can rewind or go back to the time . I also wish i could go back but i know it's impossible . I know the feeling really suck , i know you are really depressed . Don't blame yourself , you didn't expect this to happen either . In life , we have to accpect and be glad with what we have . Let this be apart of your memories alright ? For what being sad for so long ? Things already happened . I wish i could always be there for you , but i know sooner or later , i am going in again as people say i will never learn till i go in . SMILE girl . See you later , i shall be your listening ear okay ? (L) you . |
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