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Monday, May 31, 2010
You or him ? I'm lose and confused . Who treats ne better ? I really don't know . Maybe it's time to forget about everything . Anyway , it's the fact that i'm going in. Farewell . There are pictures to upload , but my com spoilt . Currently at Chialeeching's house using her stupid laptop . Thursday, May 20, 2010 What the purpose of living ? Human says i will never change , human says i am hopeless . But i already been trying my very best , really my very best . But i can't quit that bad habit , i wish i could . Who on earth doesn't want to be a good person ? , a good boy or girl ? . I'm sick and tired of everything , i am left all alone again . Who will be there if i need a listening ear ? Who will be there when i need a shoulder to lean ? He is a;so gone for good . I'm feeling so depressed , the feeling really sucks to the max . If i can , i rather i was never born to this world . I had already disappointed enough human , i don't want to disappoint them any further . I really have no confidence in being a good girl . Let the past be a nice memories to me , for now i'm standing alone . A special thanks to those who help always be supporting all these while . I will be mia from now on . Don , thanks for the wonderful memories all these while , i really appreciate it . But i am really very sick ad tired the way you treated me , i don't feel anything at all , you said you love me , you said you care for me , i think you are just faking all these while . I thought we could last but i was wrong , don't you realised you changed alot ? Where is the don i know that used pick me up from school and send me back to gracehaven everyday with a good bye kiss ? But all these was already a history , no point saying or thinking . Let this be a experience and memories to me and you . I'm sure you can find a better girlfriend in life , don't give up easily , stay strong and stop getting into trouble , it's not worth it . I learnt my lesson . May you be blessed in the arms of the god . Celia Tan Li Feng , don't think too much , it's already the past , it's already the history . There's no way we can rewind or go back to the time . I also wish i could go back but i know it's impossible . I know the feeling really suck , i know you are really depressed . Don't blame yourself , you didn't expect this to happen either . In life , we have to accpect and be glad with what we have . Let this be apart of your memories alright ? For what being sad for so long ? Things already happened . I wish i could always be there for you , but i know sooner or later , i am going in again as people say i will never learn till i go in . SMILE girl . See you later , i shall be your listening ear okay ? (L) you .   Saturday, May 15, 2010 Venessa is missing DON TEO SHAO QI right now . You this dumb dumb , where are you ? Don't tell me you're drinking outside again -_- . I had an exciting night yesterday , lots of things happened . Well , that's top secret oh . If my face isn't swollen , i could have taken photos (: , anyway i thanks god for giving me another chance . I know , you know what happened can already . This dumbdumb is venessa's LOVELOVE .  I know how you are feeling now , i know you had never dream or expect things will turn out like that . But it has already happened , if he really love you . No matter how many mistakes you had done , he will still forgive you in the end . Perhaps he do this , because he want you to change , if he doesn't care about you , he won't even go bother . All guys are the same , you see that boyfr of mine also very disappointed and angry at me when i do things that are wrong . But he still forgive me . Everything need time and efforts . As long as you know , you had change . That's enough.(: , don't ever forget your lovelove will always be there for you . Cheer up girl , text me when you see this oh . Love you many many . Monday, May 10, 2010 DON TEO SHAO QI , Don't know if you will bother to look at my blog , I'm sorry for making you worry again , i know it's because of me , for my own good . I'll change for the better alright ? If you still don't believe , i really have nothing to say . Thank you for eveything , i have just been together and i felt as if we are together for a long time , i had really never regretted loving you , and that is from the below of my heart, ILOVEYOU . Sunday, May 9, 2010 I'm in (L) with what i have now . - My ONE BIG family <3 .                       Saturday, May 8, 2010 Waiting for KOHPEISHAN send me the rest of the photo . Outing with Kairu>Wenjun>Siangchong>Peishan>Jianxiang>Celia>Melvin>BABY ! I (L) DONTEOSHAOQI . Grab me tighly and promise you will never let go . Because iloveyou and , that is reality .         Friday, May 7, 2010 My dearest humin , Everything that i didn't had even expected had already happened and there's no way we could ever go back to the pass . You gonna stay strong and look forward to your next life . If we are fated again , we shall meet :) . Guess you are in another world without worries and troubles , don't think too much okay ? No matter what , i'll be alway missing you . May you rest in peace by the sides of the god . Iloveyou .  Just wish eveything would stay like this . KOHPEISHAN is my only tiantian . When i say i will wait , means i will wait .  |
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